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I heard this song on my sister's PC tonite and it reminded me of my move to the UK. I got a bit sad... thinking that I'll be leaving my family and friends here and Mark. He has asked me once if he was the reason why I'm leaving and I said no... well... he's not the main reason really but partially yes. the main reason why i'm leaving is because I really need the change of environment and scenery. i'm getting bored and I'm missing Iris a lot. I also want to travel Europe so it's a great way of doing it I reckon. Secondly... I want to be away when the "stupid stuff" happens... i dont think i'll be able to be calm about it. i'm planning ahead... moving ahead. Although a part of me doesnt want to. I really enjoy Mark's company. I love being with him and spending time with him regardless how crazy we both get sometimes. Most times I feel that I love him... but I'm not sure how love feels anymore. I sometimes question myself if its just infatuation or love... or how do you know if you love the person or you just like the person. I love Mark to an extent... I love him enough that sometimes he drives me crazy! But I guess thats normal... people fall in and out of love. in my case... oh.. it's pretty weird. I just know that i love being with him... he makes me laugh, smile, moan, come, angry, crazy, feel up... down... high... low.... He makes my head spin... he makes me OMG! Its hard to explain! But yeah... it will be hard but it will happen and it will be sad but I will grow. Mark indeed is the Great Experience... And I'm just going to enjoy every single moment of it until it lasts..... *~*~*~*~*~*~*~*~ Stay I believe We shouldn’t let the moment pass us by Life’s too short We shouldn’t wait for the water to run dry Think about it Cause we only have one shot at destiny All I’m asking Could it possibly be you & me? So if you’d still go, I’ll understand Would you give me something just to hold on to? And if you’ll stay, I’ll hold your hand Cause I’m truly, madly, crazily in love with you Time has come For us to go, our separate ways God forbid But my mind is going crazy today I feel so cold Feel so numb I’m having nightmares but I’m awake Help me Lord Fight this loneliness Take this pain away Now that you’re gone, I’m all alone I’m still hoping that you would come back home Don’t care how long, but I’m willing to wait Cause I’m truly, madly, crazily in love with you
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