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| ...-=MOVING IN...MOVING OUT=-... |
| 06.26.04 (11:44 pm) [edit] |
i was with Frank the whole Friday nite, we went to watch the replay of the EURO match between Portugal and England... yes.... Portugal won and yes I was happy! as always Figo always sweeps me off my feet! after watching soccer Frank asked me about my apartment.... like how was it doing and stuff? Frank hasnt been there for quite sometime... reason being are my flatmates! He doesnt feel comfortable being around them specially when Brian gave him that stupid look before... if only I've known... he would've heard something from me! But... yeah... I told him that I'm looking for a one bedroom flat where I can live by myself. And he said his brother has got a one bedroom flat and no one's leasing it at the moment. I smiled at him and told him that the reason why he's offering me the place is because he wants to be closer to me! HAHA! he smiled and said "yes and no" how weird! Frank will never ever express how he feels ever! Anyway... that was Friday, and I was thinking maybe he was just talking shit or whatever.... but yesterday, he called me and asked me if I wanted to look at the place. I was quite a bit surprised cuz I wasnt expecting him to say something about it anymore... but then I though, yeah... I'll go check it out. He came to pick me up at the bus stop... damn... it was just a 2 minute walk from his house... he even showed me. At first I thought it was a good idea... like you know, we'll get to have more time together... I can even watch him play soccer without him complaining that he has to drive all the way to pick me and drop me off... but IF i'll move to habberfield.... damn.... it will be like moving in with him. First of... I wont be able to ask my male friends to come over without him knowing about it... of course there will be some arguements about it! And 2nd... his privacy... I will get to know everythig about him and gosh.... that will just suck big time! I mean... I know, most people would actually like that but... not me! I want him to remain mysterious... and i want me to remain mysterious as well.... Dunno... I've got the whole week to think about it. Like he said... no pressure! Hmmmmm.... what to do kulasa!!!! hahaha!!!!
If ever it happens... that will be a bigger challenge for us perhaps!!! wala nang boylets!!!! huhuhu...... I better think about it a million times!
[i]**ciao for now....[/i] :wink:
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| ...-=ILL=-... |
| 06.24.04 (9:08 pm) [edit] |
i feel so terrible today... not physically but emotionally. I feel somehow scared like something bad is going to happen to me. I dont know why, but for some reason i feel like my time is up. It's really freaky and scary but in some way i'm trying my best not to think much about it. but seriously... i can feel it! I feel sick to my stomach and I feel really dizzy right now... like i'm going to pass out any minute but i cant.... i'm at work remember! i'm trying to pretend that everything's fine... smile... laugh... even planning where to go and who to call for going out tonite. it's kinda freaky.... but well, if it's my time.... it's my time!
[i]** the end of the day.... I'll see you when you get there... if I'll ever get there! [/i]:?
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