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...-=AM I BAD?=-...
02.20.04 (4:24 am)   [edit]
im dating two guys...[b]Frank[/b] and [b]Mike[/b] and they're both very nice... although they're two very different guys!

[u][b]Frank[/b][/u] is more serious in life... sometimes he can be funny... he likes complimenting me and everytime were together.. he never fails to make my heart flutter. I feel so giddy when were together... ts like im so in-love... however, Frank doesnt spend as much time as Mike does with me. Frank only calls me when he feels like it. He only messages me when Im getting really upset with him.

[u][b]Mike[/b][/u] on the otherhand is more relaxed... is so full of life... he makes me laugh all the time and we never get any silent moment together... there's always something to talk about. He sends me emails everyday at work... sends me text messages everyday and calls me babe... however... i dont seem to have that bond with him yet... although Im starting to like him a bit more everyday... he always makes me smile and he cheers me up on my not so good days. he likes spending time with me... and he not only messages me.. but calls me too... he makes time for me... which if i would compare to Frank... will be very bad!!!

I dont wanna choose... I like Frank.. but im beginning to like Mike too...

[i]***Am I two timing??? Am i being bad???? :? [/i]
 
...-=FRANCESCO=-...
02.18.04 (4:58 am)   [edit]
[b]Frank[/b]... there's just something about this guy. I like him a lot and i know that he likes me too. I asked him whats going on and he said... He likes me a lot and he wants to see me but he's just not ready for the time being but he knows that he wants to be with me but there's just so many things that has been keeping him busy. I dont know... its weird... it's strange... i like him... but I'm starting to like [b]Mike[/b] too. I know its bad... cuz sooner or later i will have to choose... and someone will get hurt... and it might even be me! :( I seriously dont know what to do... but well maybe for now just go with the flow....

[i]***Francesco... my bello... my bambino... why do you make me feel this way.... :( [/i]
 
...-=NERVOUS WRECK=-...
02.18.04 (2:40 am)   [edit]
ive got 30 minutes left... Frank will be here soon!!! :shock: I seriously dont know what to do!!! OMG!!! Well Brian told me that I seriously need to talk to him! Its now or never...

[i]*** Better have a glass of Cinzano Bianco to calm me down!!! :? [/i]
 
...-=A SMILE ON MY FACE=-...
02.17.04 (5:13 pm)   [edit]
wernt out last nite for drinks and watched a movie with Mike and had so much fun! I felt a bit bad though cuz i had tell Iris that I was sick cuz I was mean to have lunch with her during the afternoon but wasnt able to because I stayed up late and went to bed really really late the other nite! She was calling me like 5x when I was with Mike and didnt want to answer cuz I know that she is gonna be really upset!!! Anyway... back to Mike... he's a very lovely person! He's very funny... like really FUNNY!!! He was like Jim Carey at first.... and I dont know if it was the alcohol but seriously when he was moving and making faces it was like he was in the movie The Mask! hehehe... it was fun though... I really had a great time with him. We talked about so many things.. from relationships to trust and about how men and women think. Then afterwards we went to watch [b]Big Fish[/b]... twas a very nice movie! I felt like crying in the end but thought it wasnt a good idea cuz... it was our first date! And mind you... it was really a date because he told me that was our first date! hehehe... He's one of the nicest guy that Ive met online and i can fall inlove with him... but first I have to talk to [b]Frank[/b]. He's coming over tonite... I dont know, I dont really feel excited about him coming over anymore maybe because he has been a jerk for quite sometime. I still like him... I know its weird... but I dont know. I think that the reason why he's coming over to see me is because last week I told him that I hate it when he snubs me! And he told me that he was trying to make time but he's just really busy but will see me definitely this week. And yeah... yesterday he sent me a message asking when can he see me. I asked him when he's free and he said he can come over last nite cuz he was going to a friends house for dinner and thought maybe he can come over after. Unfortunately I was going to see Mike... so I told him if he doesnt mind coming late... like say midnite or otherwise just come over tonite instead. And so he said he'll be coming over around 10pm. Something's a bit weird and I am going to ask him about it! But seriously... I dont want to think about it anymore... or say just yet! I'm still over the moon with my nite out with Mike... he's such a lovely person... and I think I might like him... a bit! :wink:

[i]***I can see a smile on my face... :D [/i]
 
...MONDAY MADNESS=-...
02.16.04 (7:36 pm)   [edit]
its funny how I dont know what i want in life. its funny how ive got someone who i know cares for me but still want somebody who doesnt give a shit about me. its funny how i dont seem to appreciate the good things that has been happening to me and always whinge about so many things in life!

i guess its one of those days when i feel pretty awful and pretty much more down!


[i]**Am I fucking depressed again??? :cry: [/i]
 
...-=SEXY=-...
02.13.04 (4:08 pm)   [edit]
ok... i have no date today which isnt really unusual. I was meant to go go-carting with Frank but change of plans... besides its too hot to be going go-carting anyway and thats not really romantic for me... but exciting for him i guess. Instead im going to my parents house to meet them there and go out for lunch. i'm dressed up for it too... maybe cupid will find my macth today and maybe me looking pretty and feeling so [b]SE-XY [/b](pronounced as [i]sehkseey[/i]) i'll get lucky! hahahaha!!! i fucking sound so desperate!!! but believe me im not! :lol: Im happy being single and just getting attention from men! hehehehe... that way i get to feel really good!!! hehehe... anyway.... i gotta jet now cuz its almost 11:15! i dont wanna be late.... ive got a date... with my family!!! :D

[i]**Where is the LOVE???? :lol: [/i]
 
...-=CUPID... WHERE ART THOU?=-...
02.13.04 (3:54 pm)   [edit]
its the 14th of February...


Where are my flowers and chocolates?!!!?


[i]**Happy Valentines Day to everybody!!! :D [/i]
 
...-=SURVEY=-...
02.12.04 (6:52 am)   [edit]
** basics **
Name:: Anna
Nickname:: Sexy :wink:
Location:: Sydney
Gender:: female
Birthplace:: Manila
Birthstone:: Emerald
Birthday:: may 23
Sign:: Taurus/Gemini cusp
Righty or Lefty:: righty
Screenname:: annahoneybaby

** your looks **
Height:: 5ft 3 and a bit
Weight:: 51kilos
Shoe size:: 38
Hair Color:: dark brown
Hair Length:: long
Eye Color:: dark brown
Size:: petit/slim
Glasses:: not yet
Braces:: nope
Piercings:: one on each earlobe
Tattoos:: none

** fashion **
Where do you shop:: Seduce, Bettina Liano
What do you usually wear:: jeans, V-neck top
What kind of shoes do you wear:: pointy toe stilletos
Do you wear a watch:: yup
Color you never wear:: yellow
Color you wear at least once a week:: black
Something you wear everyday:: undies!
Do you wear make up everyday:: nope
Make up essential:: lip gloss
Most cherished piece of clothing:: denim jackets
You wouldn't be caught dead wearing:: elephant leg jeans
Do you wear belts:: yup
Do you wear hats:: sometimes
How many pairs of shoes do you have:: still counting....

** music **
Favorite kind of music:: RnB
Least Favorite:: country
How many CD's do you have:: still counting....
Last CD you bought:: Tevin Campbell's Number 1's
Whats in your CD player right now:: Macy Gray
Do you download music:: hahaha!!! thanks to Kazaa!!!

** Favorites **
Color:: yellow
Number:: 8
Season:: spring
Ice cream:: cornetto
Website:: my friend's Blogs
Quote:: Im not a bitch... I am the bitch!
Store:: Seduce, Witchery
Band:: Red Hot Chilli Peppers
Singer:: Mariah Carey
Rapper:: Missy Elliot
Group:: my group! hahaha
Song:: In my Life
Movie:: White Oleander
Actor:: Nicolas Cage, Adam Sandler
Actress:: Moi! hehehe....
Kind of movies:: horror, suspense
Place to be:: somewhere quiet and relaxing
Time of day:: nite
Clothing Brand:: Seduce
Animal:: dogs, horses & giraffes
Food:: Chicken
Holiday:: New Year
Shape:: dunno!
Restaraunt:: Doyle's Watsons Bay
Fast food place:: Macca's
Boy's name:: Francesco
Girl's name:: Yzabelle
Word:: bella
Month:: May
Candy:: cadbury

** love and relationships **
Sexual Preference:: Men
Boyfriend or Girlfriend:: Boyfriend?? hmmmmmmm
Crush:: Francesco
Do you believe in love at first sight:: yes
What do you look for in a guy/girl:: smile and personality
Best physical feature:: eyes/smile
Best hair color:: black
Best eye color:: hazelnut brown...just like Francesco's!!!

** randoms **
Do you paint your nails:: yes
What color is your tooth brush:: white/purple
What's on your desktop:: lampshade, food
Do you like roller coasters:: like??? LOVE IT!!!
Do you do drugs:: NADA
Are you a virgin:: you think i am?!!?
Do you have any pets:: 2... one named Brian the other named Ryan.... hehehehe...
What time do you go to sleep:: when Im sleepy

[i]***I was only bored..... :wink: [/i]
 
...-=SICKLY HAPPY=-...
02.12.04 (4:40 am)   [edit]
i was soooo sick at work... like ive got the flu but still ad to go to work! during the afternoon everybody was asking me if i was okay and i said "[i]no but dont bother asking why cuz you're not gonna send me home anyway![/i]" i was being bitchy... nobody bothered to ask me anything anymore and i was just sitting right infront of my computer trying to look busy and okay at the same time. i almost fell asleep because i took 2 panadeine forte and it was too strong or was it because i was just really sick?!!? but... everything changed late in the afternoon. our big boss came from melbourne and we had to finish all the reports because we have to go an emergency meeting with him. although i feel as if i was gonna pass out... i was working like i was normal! then my fone rang! it was mikey... he said he's calling because he just wants to know if im feeling better. i was talking to him last night and he was asking me why i was going to bed early and told him that i wasnt feeling better. he told me this afternoon to take it easy and to relax when i get home. i told him that im going home to my parents house tonight cuz my mum's gonna look affter me. then he said... [i]wish i was with you so i can look after you myself! [/i] OMG!!!!!!!! that was soooooooo sweet!!!!!!!! :D hehehe... after that call.... i felt so much better!!!

[i]*** I think i need a proper boyfriend, then i'll always feel better!!! :D [/i]
 
...-=AND YOU THOUGHT IT WAS OVER...=-...
02.11.04 (3:14 am)   [edit]
the other day i dont know what i was thinking... i messaged Frank and Mike (the new guy) the same message while i was at work getting bored sitting right infront of the computer making up bullshit reports. I told them...

"[b]Hey Babe[/b] [i](for Frank)[/i][b], Mikey [/b][i](for Mike obviously)[/i] [b],I'm so bored at work... How are ya?[/b]" Both replied saying:

[b]Mike[/b]:[i]I'm really busy here in the office. send me your email add, lets chat.[/i]

[b]Frank[/b]:[i]bored as well... needs something exciting in my life... have any ideas?[/i]

Now tell me? who do you think i replied to first?

HAHAHAHA!!! not even worth asking!!!

Frank, got the first reply.... with me saying: What excites you anyway? (i replied to Mike's sms too... i gave him my email addie t work and now we converse through email)

Frank's reply... is soooo HIM!!!

[b]Frank[/b]:[i]the only thing that excites me is being alone with you.[/i]

WHAT A CLASSIC!!!!

[i]*** and people are asking me... why i like him sooooo much?!? :wink: [/i]
 
...-=A TRIBUTE FOR VALENTINES DAY=-...
02.11.04 (2:50 am)   [edit]
Its almost Valentines day once again... and oh well, Im not gonna complain that I'm still single and not having someone to spend Valentines with... besides im happy being single anyway! But I dont want to be a KJ.... so to all you Valentine fanatics out there... here's a lil something for you....


BTW....

the one kiss i will never forget was the the first time Frank and I kissed! there was just something about that kiss... it was electric! :D

***************

[b]KISSES[/b]

Great kisses stay with you long after they're gone. As Valentine's Day
looms, Sam de Brito looks at why.


relationships
The following words appear in the play Prometheus Unbound. "As in the
soft and sweet eclipse, when soul meets soul on lover's lips." When I
read those lines my first thought was that Shelley had been smooching my
ex-girlfriend. Then I remembered the romantic era poet had been dead
for 180 years - then again, that was about as long as my relationship
with my ex-girlfriend seemed to drag on, but I digress. Great kisses and
for that matter, great kissers, stay with you. You remember the
location, the weather, the way your partner smelled and tasted, the rain clouds
in your chest.
Great kisses unbalance you, they slow time, and of course, they leave
you wanting more. My ex had her version perfected: her lips barely
touching mine, soft and lingering. Not surprisingly, I remember every one.
Kissing's about as personal a thing a couple can do, "the shortest
distance between two," comedian Henry Youngman once said.
Plenty has been written about the kiss, and in far sweeter words than
I can muster, so I've taken a look at what some others have said, and
thrown in my own humble opinions.

[b]"When you kiss me, my world vanishes." [/b]

[i]Anonymous[/i]

Some people kiss with their eyes closed, some with them open.
Personally, it freaks the hell out of me to find a girl gaping at the pores on
my nose. If this is someone you really want to kiss, you've already
studied their face a thousand times over, so why keep the peeper's peeled?

[b]"A kiss without a hug is like a flower without the fragrance." [/b]
[i]Proverb[/i]

Can you have a great kiss without your bodies melting
together? Ideally, your touch reflects the symphony that's going on inside your
body.

[b]"Though I know he loves me, tonight my heart is sad, his kiss was not so wonderful, as all the dreams I had."[/b]

[i]Feminist poet Sara Teasdale[/i]

To know the great kisses, you have to experience the gruel. We've all
waited for the pliant touch of a new love's lips only to discover that
they adhere to your mouth like a jellyfish and explore your dental
history with a tongue resembling a plumber's electric eel. Devastating,
isn't it? We've got community college courses to teach us how to dance in
gumboots but none as yet for kissing. Shame.

[b]"The first kiss is given with the eyes, not the mouth."[/b]
[i]Anonymous[/i]

One of the best parts of a great kiss is anticipation. Who doesn't
love the look that women get when they're considering whether to kiss you
or not. You think it's going to happen but you're not sure. Still, you
could walk to the end of the earth on this feeling and if you're in a
cab, you will cross your fingers and hope the driver gets every red
light on the way to her house.

[b]"Come, lay thy head upon my breast, and I will kiss thee into rest."[/b] [
i]Romantic poet Lord Byron[/i]

Great kissers are usually great lovers. They understand rhythm and
mood. You find a perfect pucker, you usually give them the big green light
to see what else they can do.

[b]"Kisses: words which cannot be written." [/b]
[i]Unknown[/i]

I met a woman a while ago who ran an Internet dating website and she
told me she was about to launch an online kissing contest. She said
truly great kisses could be described. I said it sounded more like a
creative writing contest and to prove my point suggested we stage our own
passion play. She smiled and we kissed. And it was very average. So we
kissed again. And it was pretty good. So we kissed again. And this time it
was damn special. The music slowed down, blood rushed to all the right
places and when we separated... well, I digress. My point? Neither us
of could put our finger on what made the first kiss ordinary and the
third transcendent. As far as I know, the kissing contest never happened.

[b]"Lips that taste of tears, they say, are the best for kissing."[/b]

[i]Writer, poet and critic Dorothy Parker[/i]

Whether it's goodbye for now, or goodbye forever, that last kiss is
just a little more because of its lament.

[b]"To waste his whole heart in one kiss, upon her perfect lips." [/b]

[i]Romantic poet Alfred Tennyson[/i]

Lastly, are not the best kisses when you're in love - or almost? Great
kisses leave you feeling heroic, like the world's a better place, and
just a little spent. XX

Paris Hilton and Australian Idol finalist Robert Mills weren't shy
about their balcony routine 2 Jack Nicholson hones in on Diane Keaton 3
Even the fear of SARS couldn't stop these newlyweds 4 Nicole Kidman and
Jude Law set tongues wagging after their sizzling on-screen passion
ignited Cold Mountain 5 Rusty hasn't been able to hide his soft side since
he and Danielle Spencer became an item. Burt Lancaster and Deborah Kerr
set the bar for beach romance after their renowned embrace in 1954's
From Here to Eternity.

The Sunday Telegraph


***Advance happy hearts day!!! :D
 
...-=STALKER=-...
02.05.04 (10:29 pm)   [edit]
i feel popular because someone's been stalking me! :shock: like i should be proud of it!??! its scary... really! now i feel paranoid everytime i walk outside my flat and even after work! i feel paranoid that someone's looking at me or following me where ever i go! now that is creepy!!!

[i]**Oh gosh... i didnt ask for this!!! :? [/i]
 
...-=WILLIAM-D GAY BASHER=-...
02.05.04 (5:17 am)   [edit]
i used to like reading William's blog (william.tblog), but after reading what he posted last Sunday ([i]Gay Man Writes William and William Writes Him Back[/i]), i got really upset because he has been so judgemental about the homosexual. Seriously... whats his point?!!? I always thought that he was one of the good guys here at tblog... religious and kind... but i was wrong!!! it upsets me that he has got a very shallow judgement of other people!!! I do have a homosexual friend and he's one of the nicest people that i know! it was not his choice to be gay... he just felt it he said. he once tried to be a straight guy but it just didnt work out! but despite of sexuality... he's one of the most genuine people that i know! he donated blood for the bali appeal, goes to church every sunday (and does the reading at mass too!), adopted 2 kids which was left to him by a friend who died of terminal cancer and treats them like his own. he has always been there for us through thick and thin and has never caused anyone grief (well except for his dad who was against his sexuality before but has now accepted the fact that being gay wouldnt make his son a bad person!) Seriously... [b][i]what disgust me are the people who "acts saintly and Godly" but are so far from it!!![/i][/b]

[i]William... I am so disappointed with you! I just hope that next time, before you preach sainthood to others... look at what you've been doing or thinking first before you judge other people!!![/i]


[i]**Sick of hypocrites!!! :x [/i]
 
...-=HMMMM=-...
02.05.04 (4:47 am)   [edit]
this the 2nd day at work that i recieved flowers... but this time with matching chocolates! hehehehe.... honestly... dave's nice... i like him, but im not attracted to him. well, i guess i have to break the news to him soon... i am gonna miss the flowers... and the mushiness!!!

[i]**I love flowers!!! :wink: [/i]
 
...-=FUSSY=-...
02.04.04 (2:49 am)   [edit]
want to have the best of both worlds... but cant!!! but... i know what i wnt and i cant have it.... well YET anyway....

[i]**Confused... :cry: [/i]
 
...-=LAVALIFE=-...
02.02.04 (6:56 pm)   [edit]
i wasnt able to go to work today because i was on the fone till 6am this morning!!! i was talking to this guy dave... i met him on an online dating service... LAVALIFE. its funny how we had sooo much fun talking. at the same time he made me cry too... well, he doesnt know of it anyway. i realized how insecure i was of myself and thats one of the outcomes of my disastrous relationships. i dont see myself as a beautiful person... although i know that im kind. i dont appreciate what ive got anymore beacuse the people that i was with before never appreciated me... never treated me right. last nite i discovered so many things about myself... it was like i was talking to a shrink.... dave made me realize that i am a wonderful person and that i deserve the best. i am unique in everyway and that im sexy... inside and out! i reckon i should love myself more... treat myself more nicely! afterall... you cant love anybody... not unless you love yourself!

[i]**I'm growing... I'm love....[/i]
 
...-=NET SURFING=-...
02.01.04 (6:39 pm)   [edit]
i wasnt able to blog during the weekend because i had to go to the mountains for my friend Sophie's wedding to Martin... a guy that she met on the internet's dating services. They've been together for almost 6 months now and how the love each other! During the reception they were telling everybody how they met and how it was great to know that there really is someone out there for you... on the NET!!! I remember the last time i saw Sophie was the nite I met Frank at the Establishment. We went there as a group and ended up going home with different guys fone numbers (although Frank took mine... didnt get his number!). Sophie met a guy called Dave and well after that nite she only recieved aa call from him and decided that she doesnt really like him... then she once called me up and told me that instead of going out she's just gonna have a party at home and invite the girls around. I didnt go cuz i wanted to go out and meet people. Well that nite she met Martin on the internet! And the next day they decided to meet up! Martin said that it was love at first sight! Ohhhhh... they're soooo sweet!!! After the wedding... Martin told me... [b]"Anna, go on the net... You'll find the one... i swear!"[/b]. When I got home last nite i was thinking about it... And today i'm gonna give it a go!

[b]**Travel gal looking for a travel buddy!!! :wink: [/b]
 

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