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| ...-=MY BRO=-... |
| 01.30.04 (1:23 am) [edit] |
HAPPY 23RD BIRTHDAY
TO MY FAVE BROTHER
[b]MARK[/b]!!!!
may you be wiser as you grow older!!!
[i]**all my love... mwuah!!!![/i]
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| ...-=BUGGERED=-... |
| 01.29.04 (5:39 am) [edit] |
after 6 years of being good and being in control... i did something really bad! i bought my first pack of [b]ciggies[/b] again! guess there's just too much stress at work today that when i got home i just dropped y bag, changed my clothes and went to the 7-11 store thinking of buying some lollies but instead ended up buying a pack of capri lights! its been 6 yrs since ive last smoked... and the first puff... omg... twas soooo good! although i know that my lungs are suffering! smoking is bad for me, i know that... but in times like these... it helps me get rid of stress and tension. i had a shitty day at work and with everything in particular! the fact that Frank acted as a jerk this afternoon added up to it too! ive still got 17 capri slims left... i dunno when im gonna be smoking them again. but im just hoping that it wont be anytime soon... cuz believe me, i want to be healthy... i want to be in control again!
[i]**Really buggered!!! :( [/i]
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| ...-=SILENCE=-... |
| 01.28.04 (3:27 am) [edit] |
sometimes i just feel like being by myself in complete silence... where i can hear my heart beat and listen to what my mind is saying.... i miss those moments....
[i]**Wanting to be alone....[/i]
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| ...-=BORED=-... |
| 01.27.04 (7:26 pm) [edit] |
its sooooo nice outside, so sunny and warm... not that hot compared to the weather last week... but i dont feel like going out! i just want to stay at home and chill out! had lunch already... its one of those frozen dinners that you put in the microwave... ive decided, im not going to cook lunch for my flatmates anymore! i dunno... guess im just sick of it all!
anyway, might just drop by at the mall and see what they've got there! im actually craving for a cornetto icecream!!! hmmmm.... and maybe just go to the park and read my book!!!
sounds like a good idea! :wink:
[i]**perfect summer weather!!!![/i]
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| 01.27.04 (12:19 am) [edit] |
[b]HAPPY BIRTHDAY...[/b]
to my lovely friend who's going to be a mummy soon!!!!
[b]wishing you all the best Ena!!!! [/b]
love you heaps!!!!
Mwuah!!!
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| ...-=ME BAD=-... |
| 01.27.04 (12:16 am) [edit] |
spent the whole afternoon with Iris today. We went to Watsons Bay and decided that we should be doing it at least twice a month! seriously, after having lunch with her and after that nice Peacy Mango Cocktail from Doyle's... i swear... everything just seemed to be alright (we got drunk!). anyway after having lunch at Doyles's we decided to go to Hyde Park so we can chill out... meaning take a NAP! hehehe... we ended up having a water fight at our secret garden! LOLZ!!!! twas sooooo much fun!!! Iris is like my siostra (sister in Polish) its always just fun and laughters whenever were together despite of our high level of stress work! anyway, on our way home i told her about what really happened to me and Frank... and she told me.... it was bad enough that i told Frank about what i really thought! that sometimes i should be more sensitive about some things... like Frank for instance! then she said... instead of messaging Frank, i should have called him up to apologize! awwww.... im really no good at that!!! but oh well.... i guess i should try! it was my bad! sometimes im just too tactless.. to frank! i dunno.... guess i will have to ring lover boy then.... Iris was saying... she thinks he's something really special!!!
[i]** MY BAD... SORRY BAMBINO.... :( [/i]
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| ...-=DANG!=-... |
| 01.26.04 (4:24 am) [edit] |
ok... where will i start? hmmm... apparantly some people at work thinks that im a [b]nasty stuck-up bitch[/b]! well maybe i am! hehehehe... im not really that friendly... but i am... to some people who are being friendly and nice to me that is! and although sometimes i know that i can be a bitch, its usually with the people who are being either a bitch or a bastard to me! i dont dislike many people... only a few. as ive said before i find myself a very nice person! but like other normal people... i can be a psycho too! well... as far as i am concerned... im not really bothered about it! as anthony have said... ive got good alliance! im in the good books of the "[b]POPE[/b]"!!! hehehehe... so yeah bitches and bastards... i will and always be a [b]BITCH[/b] to you.... for as long as i want to!!! so you better watch out!!!!
[i]**I AM THE BITCH!!![/i]
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| ...-=AUSTRALIA DAY=-... |
| 01.26.04 (3:53 am) [edit] |
[b] HAPPY AUSSIE DAY!!!![/b]
[b] oi!
oi!
oi![/b]
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| ...-=CRIED=-... |
| 01.25.04 (3:28 am) [edit] |
today i cried... i dunno why... i just did... i just felt like i have to. i am now ready to let go of some raw emotions... let go of people who hasnt been giving me positive energy... no matter how much they mean to me... no matter how much i think i love them... i have to let go... i have to move on... today i cried... and maybe those tears are for the many pains that has been inside me for a long time... maybe it'll be gone now... forever....
[i]**today i cried....[/i]
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| 01.24.04 (12:23 am) [edit] |
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i feel bad today! i fuckin want to slap someone in the head sooooo bad!!! i shouldve told him to go have fun and get fucked!!!! Fuck him!!! Seriously.... FUCK HIM!!!!
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| ...-=PINS & NEEDLES=-... |
| 01.22.04 (3:25 pm) [edit] |
you know the feeling of your legs getting numb and having those pins and needles on it when you try to move it...??? i can say that thats how i feel these past few days... i feel numb... but whenever i try to reassess my feelings... like how i truly feel... i get to feel pain. pain thats unexplainable. sometimes i would think... am i depressed..?? then i would feel that im being silly... sometimes i would try to think if im happy with my decisions in life... and then i would feel.. BAH! its weird... its as if i dont know who i am... actually thats scary! one thing's for sure though.... the thing with me and Frank's over... sad hey!? but... i'll get over it... soon.... the feeling that he will never make me happy bugged me so much... i decided to just let go of him without even trying to talk to him about it. its just so frustrating and seriously, ive been through so much already before... and i dont wanna go through all those shit again anymore. i know that i am ready to fall in love again... now its just a matter of waiting for the right person to come along. sometimes im getting very impatient with it... i sometimes just feel like throwing myself to anybody! like last nite... i was sad... NO REASON! i was just feeling down... then i read something in a magazine that sex actually helps relieve tension and stress... it even makes people feel light and happy! shit... i thought... thats what i need right now!!! i need to get laid!!! oh... i dunno!!! if only im just that bold... i'd go out by myself and just hook up with a guy and bring him home and give him the greatest sex he's ever had! well... ofcourse... he needs to give it back to me too!!! :lol: hmmm... i miss the wild side of me! i miss the times when i would just give MG a call and ask him to pick me up cuz i wanna have sex with him... BOOTY CALL!!! i miss sex... thats probably what i need at the moment! HARDCORE SEX!!! i miss that... F*CK... its been a year... i reckon thats the reason why im getting pins and needles... NEED TO MAKE A BOOTY CALL!!!
**SEX... anyone....???:wink: tee hee...
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| ...-=PONDER ON THIS=-... |
| 01.21.04 (12:32 am) [edit] |
my friend Mitch send me this article via email... and while reading it i realized that it is true and that i can relate to it! read on... seriously... it'll make you think things clearly....
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[b]No one else[/b]
[i]By Mark J. Macapagal[/i]
I was talking to a friend of mine and she was ruing the fact that it seemed
like no matter how much she went out, or how much fun she had, she would
ultimately come home and there would be this sense of emptiness. As if she
had just had another evening of fun but in the end, it was really rather
meaningless.
Now I had been going through something similar. As some of you readers may
know, I've spent the past half year or so in the rebuilding of my life,
which naturally includes dating a number of women. All of this has been
going well. I have great friends, met some great women, but after all was
said and done, I had that same feeling of emptiness.
At this point, I actually told my friend that the answer to the emptiness
lay in finding that perfect someone. That once that person arrived, she'd
have that person with whom she could share her day with, that person who
would pick her up when she's down, that person who she would live for,
absolutely and without question. Then she'd find meaning.
Eventually though, this thought didn't sit right with me. Something simply
smacked wrong. Then I figured this much out. Why should one's stability,
one's sense of meaning be attached to anyone? Shouldn't it lie with no one
else but yourself?
See, the problem with being with someone else when you're not comfortable
with yourself is that that person will hide your instability. If you're not
comfortable with yourself in even some small way, that someone else will
stroke your ego, will have undeniably great times with you, and will stop
you from thinking that you're not okay with yourself because they'll never
stop telling you how wonderful you are.
But then the inevitable conclusion I drew from that train of thought was one
I wasn't prepared for. Yes, I can imagine how to make sense of things if I'm
with someone else. I can easily imagine how to be happy if I had that
someone special with me. How could I not be? But what if I take that person
out of the picture? What if I had to find a way to be happy and content by
myself? Contentment dependent on no one else but me. Problem is, I have no
idea how to do that.
Some people never even question the need for someone else. Ever notice how
when you're a certain age, people around here just expect you to be married?
And when you tell them you're not, they give you this look as if you were
crippled or something? It's as if they're saying, "You poor thing, how could
you possibly be happy when you're not married with children?" And the thing
is, a number of people actually agree with this thinking. That they're not
complete unless they have a significant other.
It's far too easy to use someone else to dodge one's own insecurities. It's
far too easy to believe that you're okay with yourself when you've got
someone that loves you. For most of this year, I truly believed that the
measure of me moving on would be when I found a great relationship. But
once I had to think about the idea that I first needed to establish a great
relationship with myself, suddenly what I thought was the answer to my
questions would be nothing more than the ultimate cover-up.
Because in the end, it really shouldn't be up to anyone else to make me
happy. It doesn't mean I don't want someone in my life, because I do. I
guess it just means that I have to remember that old maxim: "Love is like a
butterfly. Chase it as you may, you'll never catch it. But sit quietly by
yourself and it just might land on your shoulder." Maybe, for it to come, I
should stop looking around and start looking within.
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| ...-=HOLA!=-... |
| 01.21.04 (12:19 am) [edit] |
its still to early to be blogging... but... yeah! im here! just really excited cuz... ive got a date on friday! :wink: he's a client of mine... and we were just talking this afternoon... and we sorta just clicked! we were talking about business stuff when my fone rang and twas my boss and i started getting cranky as i was still not finished with my client and he's asking me to go see another one! so as soon as i hang up my fone... my client told me that i need a break! and that what if we'll go out for drinks on friday... i asked him... is that a date? and he said... well... yeah... im sorta asking you out for a date.... i said ok... i'll see you friday! :lol:
**Being naughty!!! tee hee.... :lol:
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| ...-='SUP?!!?=-... |
| 01.20.04 (3:51 am) [edit] |
went shopping with my mum the whole day today. kinda miss bonding with her. we went to merrylands then after went to parramatta to do more shopping then we just browsed for some furniture for my flat. went back to my flat around 4pm... i was soooo tired but Iris wanted to meet up with me so i went with her to watch the fashion parade at DJ's... boring really!!! but it was good... kinda need a break with the house work. after the fashion parade... i just felt a bit down. dunno why... i just didnt feel like talking or smiling... not the usual me! even Iris noticed and she even asked me if somethings bothering me.... i said i was just tired! but inside... i was deppressed... seriously... i dunno whats wrong! *sighs* must be one of those days.....
[i]**Missing my sweet Mammal...[/i] :(
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| 01.19.04 (4:24 pm) [edit] |
[b]He said:[/b]
[i]you were great. had fun. thanks. ciao[/i]
i guess i will never understand men!!! seriously! they said that women are more complicated than men but this guy... believe me... he's more complicated than i am!!!! well... i reckon Fraiday nite this week will be the start of my Friday nite... Pick up nite! im getting sick of his mind games... im too old for mind games! seriously!!! he's starting to make me really sick of it!!!
[i]**Waking up at the wrong bed...at a bad time... by a wrong person!!![/i]
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| ...-=F*CKED UP=-... |
| 01.19.04 (6:48 am) [edit] |
im seriously considering that ive F*CKED UP one of the nicest person, one of the greatest thing in my life and im not really happy about it! :( if anything bad happens between me and Frank... im gonna put the blame on me! For the first time this month... im still awake at 1:40 am!!! seriously... its bugging me! i want to call Frank but in some ways i dont have the courage to do so! I want to know if by chance i have offended him... i want to make up for it! i feel really bad... seriously! I know sometimes I can be so tactless... if only i've shut my mouth that nite... well then maybe things will all be smooth right now! I'm getting so freakin paranoid about all this shit! i hate it! i just bloody hate it!!!:x
[i]**Getting pissed-off with myself!!! [/i]
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| 01.19.04 (5:15 am) [edit] |
im not sure whether its because im at my parents house and im not used to sleeping in my sister's bed anymore or... im sleepless because i think ive said something bad to offend Frank last friday nite. I guess im just being paranoid... but he hasnt messaged me yet! well... typical of Frank... but i was thinking not after being "intimate"! i mean... well, yeah... that was no love-making... it was just nothing... we were just being passionate... but at the end... i smiled at him and said... [i]that was bad![/i] OK... tell me... was that cruel? he asked me why was that bad and i just told him that its bad because it was frustrating! i dunno... i want to see him... maybe even apologise to him... but should i?!!? seriously... i feel bad! :( that was not cool! the fact that i really like Frank... i dunno... i dont wanna mess things up between us! i mean ok... if he's not ready for it yet... fine... I can wait... ive waited this long already... i can wait longer... besides... it shouldnt be just sex... but love... i dunno.... *sighs* :(
[i]**Sleepless (and PARANOID) in Westmead[/i]
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| 01.19.04 (3:26 am) [edit] |
i have finally gotten throught to JAH!!! i missed her soooo much! once i got to my parents house i went online and saw her there.... she decided to call me from ontario and damn... twas a good 2 hours talk!!! she asked me about Frank and whats been happening... and told her about everything! I miss chatting with her... really seriously i miss our girl bonding!
anyway... i didnt do much at home today... after cooking lunch... went to take a nap! was just too lazy.... dunno.... i also think that i made a mistake... but im not jumping into any conclusions... maybe its me... maybe its him... i dunno.... oh well... guess im gonna take a break from it for now.... cant push it that hard anymore!
[i]**im tired....[/i]
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| 01.18.04 (4:00 pm) [edit] |
its meant to be my day off today cuz ive been working like crazy during the weekend and i told my boss that ive got heaps more to do at home... yes... he said fine have monday and tuesday off... but this morning... at bloody 7:45 am... he called me! [i]"Anna... we've got a client who's close to your place... do you mind getting some papers from him?" [/i]"[b]F*CK OFF[/b]!!!" thats what i shouldve told him!!! i really cant say no can i...??? so i had to get up early and go to the clients office to get the papers... which turned up to be a catalogue!!! why the hell is my boss waking me up early in the morning on my day off just to get a catalogur from a client?!! i was getting pissed off so i decided to ring my boss as i didnt want to ask the client some private matters! and he told me... if you're that interested... you can handle the case! F*CK.... i was just askin!!! told him off!!! told him that he was so rude for waking me up early in the morning on my day off and asking me to pick up a stupid catalogue from a dumb client!!! and then he started laughing... he told me... the case of the client and why he asked me to get the catalogue from the client... it was a copyright issue!!! damn.. i felt so dumb afterwards!!! hehehe... anyway... decided to stay away from it and just do my laundry! also... gotta cook lunch now as im so freakin hungry!!! there's more stories to come later.... tata....
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**HOUSE MAID FOR 2 DAYS!!![/i]
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| 01.18.04 (4:47 am) [edit] |
okay... sorry i havent been blogging lately. ive just been busy with so many things like work and stuff... but i promise i'll make up for it!
anyway... [u][b]friday nite[/b][/u].... twas chill nite! it wasnt all good at first.... i had an arguement with Brian cuz he decided to act like a shmuck but its all settled now... then since i was pissed off... decided to just stay inside my room the whole nite and not eat proper dinner! i was getting bored so i messaged Frank! after a couple of messages i sorta asked him to come over... and after 2 minutes... he was off from gimmick to my place! hehehehehe.... we didnt do anything... just a lot of humping and kissing! we've been kissing for like 2 hours! whooo!!! seriously if he brought a rubber with him... we would've done it! but well... maybe it still wasnt meant to be! i was so turned on... i even told him... *whispered to him* [i]i want to feel you inside me....[/i] im such a f*cking tease!!!! hahahahaha!!! i dunno.... maybe next time! hehehe... anyway... there will be a next time seriously!!! hehehe... alright... thats it for now! i gotta get going! i still have to wash my clothes!!! tata.... nitey nite....
[i]**over with PMS!!![/i]
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| 01.13.04 (3:43 am) [edit] |
Frank came over last nite... i swear when the intercom buzzed my knees started shaking!!! it was just mad! Ryan asked who was that and i told him it was Frank and he said... oh... he's early! hehehe... anyway... i still havent told him about my guy flatmates... so when i came to pick him up from the lifts and went back to the flat with him... he was a bit surprised with Brian! and i just winked at Brian and introduced him to Frank. Frank was just all smiles until we went to the balcony and started talkng. he really didnt seem to be upset... but he just said that he didnt know about all this moving-out set up. he told me that he didnt know that i was into shared accommodation and i started laughing and told him that its not actually shared accommodation cuz we know each other from work. and thats when he started chilling out. i showed him my balcony... and pointed him my bedroom door from the balcony... he told me to water the plants so that it'll look nice... then afterwards i asked him about his trip to Europe... and he said that it was good! he almost didnt want to go back to sydney anymore! then afterwards he gave me a key ring from Paris... and i thought that was really sweet of him... i was just meant to give him a peck on the cheek but he turned his head and kissed me! it was a passionate kiss! i was so turned on that i so wanted to bring him inside my room!!! :twisted: hehehe... mad!! i know that he was turned on too cuz he was bloody rubbing his thing on my leg... uhhmm... we were standing up and he was like trying to part my legs! hahahaha!!! too bad i was wearing my capri pants! hehehehe... but really... i missed him a lot! i miss his smile and the way he laughs... just hearing him laugh... his accent! ooohhh... that makes me melt! i dunno.... i like him... and i cant wait for the time when we can really talk about "us"... i cant wait for him to be mine... my bello... my bambino!!!
***sigh.... cant wait to fall in love....
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| 01.11.04 (5:36 am) [edit] |
recieved a message from Frank today saying that he cant wait to see me and he was asking when can he come over... see the thing is... i still havent told him that ive got 2 male flatmates... am not sure if that will bother him or not... do you think... oh.. whatever! im gonna tell him tomorrow about it anyway and see if he's still gonna come over tomorrow nite (later tonite)... uhhmmm yeah... i told him that he can come over tonite... im just really scared that he might want to have sex with me! i mean... oh yeah... i'd love to have sex with him... but not just now... i dont think its the right time... i want it to be special... i want it to be nice... i want it to be memorable... not just a nite full of lust and testosterones working!!! i mean... im not really a goody-two-shoe person! ive been really naughty before... ive done some really nasty things too... even my ex-friend can testify what a wild cat i can be when i feel like it! but... with Frank... i dunno... i want it to be like our first kiss.... i want it to be memorable... i want it to be special... i want to feel the fireworks... the butterflies in my stomach... the feeling of melting into his arms... i dunno... really... im scared that tomorrow nite i'll be making the wrong decisions...
[i]***would i give in or not?!!? we'll find out tomorrow......[/i] :roll:
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| 01.10.04 (6:50 am) [edit] |
ive officially moved out of my parents house! was happy to see that my dad has accepted the fact that im now a grown up! ive got no problems with the guys that i am with right now... as my dad has told them... i know that they will take care of me! ryan said that i can bring home anybody... basically meaning Frank or anybody else can sleep over... as long as they're not dodgy! :winky amazing: i still have to fix a couple of things inside my room... although my bathroom looks really amazing!!! i reckon i need to get my tallboy from my parents house as i didnt realize how much clothes (and shoes) ive got!!! food... hmmm.... i think i'll be eating at my parents house tomorrow for lunch! also need to ring ate marie and kuya eric before monday!!! ive got so many things to do! as with Frank... i know he's just waiting for me to invite him to come over... maybe when the house is really cim a bit tipsy! i was drinking Cinzano Bianco while unpacking my luggage! hehehe...
[i]***Cheers to moi... now an Independent Woman!!![/i] 8)
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| 01.08.04 (5:28 am) [edit] |
im finding myself in a very strange set of mind about so many things!!! moving out, being an adult, being independent and frank. it's all just bothering me... not in a bad way... but not in a good way too! i dunno... its just strange! a part of me is telling me that i have changed as a person... in a good way and some in a not-so-good way. its strange... i feel like... a grown-up? hehehe.... oh
well... as the song goes...
[i]que sera-sera... whatever will be, will be...[/i] 8)
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| 01.08.04 (4:21 am) [edit] |
im moving... not weblogs... but houses! im moving to my new flat tomorrow!!! cant believe it! tonite will be the last nite i'll be sleeping in my room, in my bed at my parents house! i'll miss my bed... the smell of my room... the mess... my gray carpet... my small balcony... the sound of the trains at nite... the smell of the eucalyptus trees on a windy day... the kookabura, crows, parakeet during the morning... the possums fighting at nite... and mostly... my mum and dad's "morning wake-up call"!!! i still havent eaten dinner tonite... that will be my last supper (hehehe...) somehow, i feel sad moving out... but excited moving into my flat too! :D Frank messaged me this evening saying that he's back in sydney... apparently he got back the other day. i told him that im busy with work and with my moving out. he asked me when i moved out and if i was by myself... i didnt messaged him back... let him think... besides... i dont think he'll be happy to hear that i'll be moving in with two guys anyway so i'll just tell him when i see him. :roll:
im so buggered! im so tired! i was so stressed at work today supervising our new staff! guess she was really pampered by the other team she was working with that she was shocked working with us! i made her work really hard... i reckon she wasnt really happy with it! even sema was a bit harsh with her giving her so many paper works to do! well... all of us has gone through that... so she needs to go through with it too! she's lucky lacey wasnt with her... otherwise she'll be like working with the devil! hehehe... i mean lacey's really nice... she's patient too! but... she doesnt put up with shit! so... welll her day with us wasnt that bad... she should be happy! :P
anyway... gotta start packing my stuff!!! tomorrow's a big day!!! i dont think i'll be blogging for a while... ive got heaps of things to do!!!!
cheerio!!! :wink:
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| ...-=TRUE COLORS=-... |
| 01.06.04 (3:44 am) [edit] |
i love this song... everytime i hear this song i cant help but feel happy. i feel as if someone truly cares for me. someone once sang me this song... and he did so because i was feeling insecure of our relationship. i miss someone singing nice songs to me... i havent been listening to sad songs lately... i guess thats good news! oh well.... i cant complain!!!
[i]***Good nite my [b]Sweet Mammal[/b]... *winks*[/i]
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[b]True Colors[/b]
[i]Phil-Collins's[/i]
You with the sad eyes
Don’t be discouraged
Oh I realize
It’s hard to take courage
In a world full of people
You can lose sight of it all
And the darkness, inside you
Can make you feel so small
But I see your true colors
Shining through
I see your true colors
And that’s why I love you
So don’t be afraid to let them show
Your true colors
True colors are beautiful,
Like a rainbow
Show me a smile then,
Don’t be unhappy, can’t remember
When I last saw you laughing
If this world makes you crazy
And you’ve taken all you can bear
You call me up
Because you know I’ll be there
And I’ll see your true colors
Shining through
I see your true colors
And that’s why I love you
So don’t be afraid to let them show
Your true colors
True colors are beautiful,
Like a rainbow
[intru part]
So sad eyes
Discouraged now
Realize
When this world makes you crazy
And you’ve taken all you can bear
You call me up
Because you know I’ll be there
And I’ll see your true colors
Shining through
I see your true colors
And that’s why I love you
So don’t be afraid to let them show
Your true colors
True colors, true colors
Cos there’s a shining through
I see your true colors
And that’s why I love you
So don’t be afraid to let them show
Your true colors, true colors
True colors are beautiful,
Beautiful, like a rainbow
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| ...-=HOT SUMMER=-... |
| 01.04.04 (2:20 am) [edit] |
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its so bloody freakin hot today!!! all day i cant seem to find a way to make myself feel cool and comfortable! was thinking of going to the beach... but thought, nah! its too hot, scared to have sun burn and wrinkles due to over exposure to the sun! hehehe... better yet... skin cancer! i just realized that it was really hot when i decided to open a bottle of coke and put 5-6 cubes of ice! [u]I DONT DRINK COKE!!![/u] now i know why people likes coke on a very hot day! i was thinking of having some Cin Zano Bianco... but thought.. ive got no plans of getting pissed... cuz otherwise either i'll just get pissed-horny or pissed-deppressed! hehehehe... oh well.... gotta go... im wanting to have a cold shower!!!! my body feels soooo warm and sticky!!! care to join me?!!! :wink: hehehehe......
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| ...-=THE INTERVIEW WITH GOD=-... |
| 01.03.04 (2:38 am) [edit] |
I dreamed I had an interview with God.
"So you would like to interview me?" God asked.
"If you have the time." I said.
God smiled. "My time is eternity."
"What questions do you have in mind for me?"
"What surprises you most about humankind?"
God answered...
"That they got bored with childhood,
they rush to grow up, and then long to be
children again."
"That they lose their health to make money...
and then lose their money to restore their health."
"That by thinking anxiously about the future,
they forget about the present,
such that they live in neither
the present nor the future."
"That they live as if they will never die,
and die as though they have never lived."
God's hand took mine
And we were silent for a while.
And then I asked...
"As a parent, what are some of life's lessons
you want your children to learn?"
"To learn they cannot make anyone love them.
All they can do is let themselves to be loved."
"To learn that it is not good to compare
themselves to others."
"To learn to forgive by practicing forgiveness."
"To learn that it only takes a few seconds
to open profound wounds in those they love,
and it can take many years to heal them."
"To learn that a rich person is not
one who has the most
but is one whjo needs the least."
"To learn that there are people
who love them dearly,
but simply have not yet learned
how to express or show their feelings."
"To learn that two people can
look at the same thing
and see it differently."
"To learn that it is not enough that they
forgive one another, but they must also
forgive themselves."
"Thank you for your time," I said humbly.
"Is there anything else
you would like your children to know?"
God smiled and said,
"Just know that I am here... always."
-author unknown
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| ...-=NEW YEAR... NEW LIFE=-... |
| 01.02.04 (1:41 am) [edit] |
its the first friday of the year... i was contemplating about what i was gonna do next week and just realized that i am going to move out next week!!! [u]WEDNESDAY[/u] will be the big day!!! omg!!!! am so damn excited about it! i will have to pack my things now and try to get wednesday off. my flatmates have been ringing me and trying to see if im ready for the big move. honestly, im still not that ready. i still havent done anything but clean my room for me to see if ive got somethings lying around. gotta get things ready soon!!!!!!!
Frank is coming back next week... new year's eve was mad! we've been sending steamy messages! like really steamy ones! hahaha!!! twas so funny and well i guess sexy too cuz oh well... although i was laughing my pants off... twas kinda turning me on too! hehehe... cant wait for him to come back!!!
[b][i]***NUOVO ANNO FELICE!!![/i][/b]
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